It’s an odd feeling, but I’ve accepted it. Tonight, I’ve begun the ritual of indoctrination into the Ordum Semper Solus. I have fought it, and fought it. But, I simply don’t have the energy or will anymore. Tonight, I begin the conservation process. Tonight, I stop expending the energy, and start storing it, as it will be necessary to survive in this state. Where once I got along with dividing my resources, yet bolstering them with the addition of hope, I shall instead devote them as necessary to the continuance of my sanity and well-being. Tonight. Tonight begins a new me. Tonight, I become the Solus.
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